I’ve always loved watching molten metal or solder as it flows to join precious metal. That glistening, shiney, silver colour of liquid as you pour it into your cast. This photo was taken as I poured molten silver into a cuttlefish cast that I had prepared. I just love this photo that captured the moment so well, the photo is by Yanni Dellaportas.
I’ve just purchased a new tough camera to handle the cold, wet and varying weather conditions the Yukon River will deliver. I will be documenting my journey on the River of Gold and look forward to sharing it with you in an exhibition and several public talks.
You can make a very valuable contribution to my journey by making a tax deductible donation to my fundraising campaign ‘Australia to the Arctic’ with the Australian Cultural Fund. All the money raised will be given to me as an arts grant. The grant will be acquitted according to my budget to assist with the direct costs of the residency. Donations close on the 25 July 2017. Please follow this link to make your donation https://australianculturalfund.org.au/projects/australia-to-the-arctic/
Having fun on the Saturday afternoon touring paddle with Patterson Lakes Canoe Club. Good preparation for the Canadian Wilderness Artist Residency. Please donate to my fundraising campaign ‘Australia to the Arctic’ with the Australian Cultural Fund to support my participation on the residency. All donations are Tax Deductible and need to be finalised by the 25 June 2017.
I remember it so clearly, just like it was yesterday. It was early 1994; I was talking to an elderly woman in a bed next to me at Monash Medical Centre. I was very ill and would be diagnosed with chronic Rheumatoid Arthritis (RA) during my 14-day stay in hospital.
Despite 4 months of chronic pain, an initial poor diagnosis, and very poor support from a Rheumatologist in Canberra (where I lived at the time), I had not given up hope of making a full recovery. I said to the old woman, that I would make a full recovery, and that I would never give up until I achieved full health again. The old woman was cynical; she said ‘we will see’. I offered her my contact details they were declined.
Prior to entering hospital there were many things I could no longer do without assistance, for example, standing up from a seated position, putting on socks and shoes, and getting out of bed. I was staying at my mothers over Christmas, while I waited for a bed in hospital; one night everyone had gone bed and I was left sitting in a lounge chai faced with spending a night right there. It was confronting. Eventually my mothers partner, realised the light was still on and came to my aid.
I was 31, in the very prime of my life when I was diagnosed with Rheumatoid Arthritis. I had a great day job in a little Italian Café in Canberra, I had just started cycling the 20km round trip to work when I experienced the first symptoms of pain in my ankles. I worked three hours a day to pay the bills, which allowed me to explore and work on my passion as an artist / gold and silversmith. I graduated from Canberra School of Art in 1983.
In hospital I was introduced to hydrotherapy (warm water exercise) with the support of a (fantastic) physiotherapist. It was at this point that I started healing, in the water. In the physiotherapy department I learnt to lie down again, and to walk again. I remember in one session being assisted to lie down on my back. The tears flowed from the pain and the sheer shock of being horizontal again. For weeks I’d been sleeping propped up. My body had forgotten how to lie down. I never looked back.
I returned to Canberra a few weeks after my two-week stay at Monash. Always independent in thought and life, I was keen to continue my journey of recovery and recommence my life as an artist. I had the opportunity to attend physiotherapy and hydrotherapy in Canberra Hospital in Woden. Unfortunately the physiotherapist that assisted me there was not as positive as the physiotherapist at Monash. I was advised to accept that I had this disease, and choose a new career. She said that I would never be able to be a goldsmith again! How poor some treating medical professionals can be with their outlook. Why they continue to work in the profession with attitudes like that is beyond my understanding, as they’re doing a disservice to all the people they are trying to assist.
As a goldsmith, who makes contemporary statement jewellery, I became very concerned when the disease finally made it to the joints in my hands; they were the last joints to be affected by the ravaging disease. Determined as I am though, I continued with my rehabilitation. At home each night on the sofa I would sit with a chopping board on my lap and squeeze and roll play dough, rebuilding the strength in my fingers, and preventing the finger curling you see with RA and improving my flexibility.
After three months as an outpatient at Woden Hospital in Canberra I was told that it was all over; that there were other people who needed to occupy the pool and physiotherapy department, that my support had come to an end. I was still weak and recovering. I had a long way to go, but the Canberra medical system was not set up to support public patients in the long-term at that time. I had lived in Canberra for 12 years; I studied at Canberra School of Art now part of the Australian National University. My friends were there. What could I do? There were no public access hydrotherapy pools in Canberra at the time, so I made the decision to continue on the road to good health, and moved back to Melbourne. In Melbourne I had access to several public warm water pools and attended a local pool three times a week to continue with my rehabilitation.
Today, I still do some of the exercises and stretches that I learnt at Monash Medical Centre 23 years ago, but mostly I swim about 1 kilometre twice a week. I also walk twice a day, and kayak on the weekend when I’m not in my studio.
I’ve achieved some great goals since being diagnosed, and continue to do so as I prepare for the Canadian Wilderness Artists Residency this July and August.
In 1999 I travelled to Ghana in West Africa for 6 weeks. To travel in West Africa it is necessary to be vaccinated against Yellow Fever and Typhoid. The Yellow Fever Vaccine is a live vaccine and for 5 weeks prior to having the Vaccine I was required to cease taking the disease modifying anti-rheumatic medication that keeps me in remission. It was a shock when the week before I was due to depart my knee blew up like a balloon. Fortunately I have an excellent Rheumatologist who assisted me at short notice, which allowed me to start my six-week adventure as planned. Admittedly with a limp for the first week or so and then it settled down and I was back to normal as the medication began to assist me again.
Another and very important experience for me was in 2002 when I travelled to Mali in West Africa. Part of that experience was a trek 5 days through the Dogon escarpment. I was living a dream I had for 21 years. It was not an easy journey; I hadn’t declared to anyone that I had RA for fear of being denied a place. I’d trained in the gym for months prior to leaving, but nothing can prepare you for the extreme heat when you’re actually out there. Getting through the first day wasn’t the hardest, but it was a very emotional experience. Fortunately we’d trek early in the day and late in the day when some of the force had gone out of the sun. I think we are all truly capable of achieving our goals no matter how much is stacked against us. Unless I told you I had Rheumatoid Arthritis, I don’t believe that you would know. I have a hidden disability.
I never stopped goldsmithing during my rehabilitation. When I was ready to get back to work I received a grant for a year to assist me with my business plan to grow my small business. I had the financial support to continue with my goal towards making a living as a practicing artist.
Today I still work a day job. When I was ready to rejoin the work force I decided to make a difference and give back to the system that had been both kind and unkind to me as I pursued full health, I became an advocate for people with disability. I have a natural ability, standing up for my rights that I hope to inspire and assist others with.
The body is truly amazing. My feet showed signs of bone degeneration in x-rays from the early years of the disease, but now year’s later similar x-rays show no signs of degeneration at all.
Rather than dwell on the suffering I endured as the disease spread through my body, it is the positive attitude that I maintain, that has helped me to live the normal life I do today.
Wow what a week at work. I work a day job three days a week as an advocate for people with a disability. Some weeks it’s absolutely exhausting, this week was one of them, hence no posts since Monday. I’m so glad we’re into Thursday now and I can devote sometime to my work and to myself. Last night I returned home exhausted and collapsed onto my bed, my dog Izzy my wonderful companion came and gave me a cuddle. It’s great to have such a good friend.
I became an advocate, as I am a person with a disability, it’s a hidden disability, 20% of Australians have a disability and many of those disabilities are hidden. I have Rheumatoid Arthritis, if my hands were deformed or I was having a flair up and my joints were inflamed you might see it, but I have been able to achieve a remission with medication for a number of years now, and so I am living a good life, relatively pain free.
I was unwell for many years living on a disability pension, and making my jewellery when I could. I completed a small business certificate and received a grant to work in my studio (which just happened to be my lounge room at the time) creating jewellery and selling through Australian galleries. I eked out an existence and continued to stay on the pension. Eventually I felt well enough to return to the workforce and found a job in providing information to people with disabilities and their family friends and carers. I learnt about advocacy and learnt that the struggles I had endured and the work I did standing up for my rights was called self-advocacy. I learnt about good advocacy services and what they offered to people with disabilities in Melbourne, and for the past 10 years I have worked in two of them. The work is rewarding, though sometimes there are long periods and a lot of struggle between rewards. I worry sometimes about the impact of the stress on my health; it’s one of those times now. There is such a huge demand for our service that I can no longer keep up with the work, and there is so little support financially for our organization that we are unable to offer more than 19 hours per week. This is my stress.
After a good night sleep unfortunately I wake up thinking about my clients again. I need to clear my head, if it’s possible. A friend rings me and says I sound very sleepy as though he has just woken me up, but I was in front of the computer writing to the local paper about the issues with our Internet service. There’s never a moment of peace never a moment when we need to stop advocating for an improvement to this service or that, or to ensure that our rights are respected. It’s a sad indictment of our society that we are constantly required to do this. Why is it? I think it is because there is so little respect in the community and this has become generational and will continue to reoccur unless we can provide a better service and provide the next generations and their children with a better education. I believe that today’s children are born of parents who are so focused and caught up with themselves and whatever they are doing that they offer very little education to their offspring. I find it very sad. My Utopian dream to do myself out of a day job because change has occurred where advocates are no longer required seems to be slipping away.
To clear my head Izzy and I head off to the beach, just a short 5 minute walk from home. Izzy got up to her usual tricks of chasing sea gulls and being chased by other dogs. While the weather was not superb beach weather a walk on the beach always helps clear some of the negative energy or fatigue I might be experiencing. I couldn’t live anywhere else but beside the sea.
I found some beautiful colours of seaweed scattered along the beach, it is debris from yesterday’s storms, where wind was gusting up to 75kms an hour. Yesterday was a shocking summers day; Izzy and I were almost caught under a spray of sparks as we went for our morning walk. A gum tree both wet and wind blown came in contact with the power lines with such forces that it sprayed sparks across the road directly in front of us. The power company assured me that the trees would be cut back yesterday though I’m still waiting for that to occur.
I remind myself when I have a difficult week at work that I need to change my day job, it is certain. I need to make my business Katrina Newman Gold and Silversmith viable, and devote my energies and my creativity to this positive enterprise. Last weekend I enjoyed a visit to the Red Hill Markets with a girlfriend. I made time to talk with some of the people at the markets who were selling their work. I believe that I will shortly make an application to sell through these and other markets around the country in an effort to change my day job.